Sunday, October 31, 2010

صنفي حساسيت ۽ لاکيڻو لطيف Gender Sensitization & Latif

جنس مردن ۽ عورتن ۾ بائلاجيڪل فرقن کي ظاهر ڪندو آهي جڏهن ته صنف سماج ۾ جنس جي بنياد تي مردن ۽ عورتن جي ڪردار ۽ ڪم ڪار کي ظاهر ڪندو آهي. جنس قدرت طرفان مليل وصف آهي جنهن کي مٽائي ڪونه ٿو سگھجي جڏهن ته سماج اندر ڪردار جي حوالي سان جوڙيل قانون اسان انسانن جا آهن. ان ڪري انهن ۾ وقت ۽ حالتن جي مدنظر ڦير گھير ٿيندي رهندي آهي. هڪ وقت هيو جڏهن پوري دنيا تي عورتن جو راڄ هوندو هيو جنهن کي مدري دؤر جي نالي سان ياد ڪيو ويندو آهي. اهو دؤر صدين تائين هلندو رهيو ۽ ان کان پوءِ پدري دؤر آيو جنهن ۾ مردن جي بالادستي قائم ٿي. اهو دؤر اڄ به هلندڙ آهي. مردن ۽ عورتن جي ۾ جيڪڏهن ڪو وڏو فرق آهي ته اها سندن جسماني بناوٽ ئي آهي. پر اسان وٽ ڪيئي ڳالهيون ڀٿر تي ليڪ ڪري سمجھيون وينديون آهن. خاص طور تي مذهبي بنياد پرست عورتن جي حقن جا سخت مخالف آهن. ”ڊيموڪريٽڪ ڪميشن فار هيومين ڊويلپمنٽ“ پاران ڇپرايل ڪتاب “رواداري” ۾ وجاهت مسعود پنهنجي مضمون “بنياد پرستي ڇا آهي؟” ۾ صنفي متڀيد متعلق مذهبي بنياد پرستي جي حوالي سان لکي ٿو ته “مختلف مذهبي روايتن سان واسطو رکندڙ بنياد پرست صنفي برابري جي اصولن جي هڪجهڙائي شد و مد سان مخا لفت ڪندا آهن. صنفي ۽ توليدي حقن جي باري ۾ هڪجهڙائي رجحان رکندا آهن ۽ پاڻ ۾ گوناگون اختلافن جي باجود سڀئي بنياد پرست گروهه عورتن کي مردن کان ڪمتر سمجھندا آهن. ڪجھ بنياد پرست هي تاويل پيش ڪندا آهن ته عورتن جي لاءِ هڪ مخصوص دائري ڪار ۽ رهڻ ڪرڻ جا زبردستي عائد ڪيل ظابطا دراصل ان جي حفاظت ۽ احترام جي عڪاسي ڪندا آهن،...” هو اڳتي هلي وڌيڪ لکي ٿو ته “عورتن ۽ مردن جي اڪيلي معروضي متڀيدي لڪير عورت ۽ مرد جو جسماني فرق آهي. جديد معاشرو حياتياتي قيمتن ۽ عضون جي فرق کي انساني عقل، صلاحيت ۽ امڪان جو بنياد نه ٿو سمجھي، دراصل بنياد پرست گروهه عورت ۽ مرد ۾ لڪير ڇڪي انساني جسم جي احترام کان انڪار ڪري ٿو. جيڪڏهن انسان پنهنجي جسم جو احترام وڃائي ويهن ۽ پنهنجي جسماني خصوصيتن تي فخر ۽ شرمندگي جهڙن احساسن جا شڪار ٿي وڃن ته اهي معاشري جي سياسي شڪل، فڪري بلوغيت ۽ گڏيل فيصلي سازيءَ ۾ ڪارگر آواز ڪڍڻ جا اهل ناهن رهندا.”
هن مرداڻي جڪڙ ۾ آيل سماج ۾ ڪجھ بي بنياد ۽ غلط تصور عورتن ۽ مردن وچ جوڙيا ويا آهن. اهي ڪجھ هن طرح آهن ته؛
1 _ مرد فطري خود مختيار آهي جڏهن ته عورت بي اختيار پيدا ڪيون ويون آهن.
2_ عورتون ڪمزور هونديون آهن جڏهن ته مرد طاقتور ٿيندا آهن.
3_ مرد ماهر جڏهن ته عورتون نااهل هونديون آهن.
4_ مرد جي حيثيت مڃيل، عزت ۽ دٻدٻي واري جڏهن ته عورتون هيٺين درجي جي حيثيت واريون هونديون آهن.
5_ عورتون جذباتي هونديون آهن جڏهن ته مرد منطقي سوچ ڌاريندڙ هوندا آهن.
6_ مرد فيصلا ڪندا آهن ۽ انهن تي عورتون عمل ڪنديون آهن.
7_مرد گھر لاءِ ڪمائي ڪندڙ ۽ عورتون گھر جون ڪم ڪندڙ هونديون آهن.
8_ مرد ليڊر جڏهن ته عورتون سندن مددگار هونديون آهن.
9_ مرد دلير جڏهن ته عورتون خوف ۾ مبتلا رهندڙ هونديون آهن.
10_عورتون امن پسند جڏهن ته مرد اڳرائي ڪندڙ هوندا آهن.
11_ مرد ڳالهائڻ مهل کَلي ڳالهائيندا آهن، جڏهن ته عورتون شرمائنديون آهن.
12_ مرد سرگرم، پرجوش رهندڙ جڏهن ته عورتون غير سرگرم هونديون آهن.

سنڌ جي سماج اندر به اهي ڳالهيون صدين کان رائج آهن. ڪن ڳالهين ۾ ته اسان پوري دنيا کان چوٽ تي چڙهيل نظر ٿا اچون. مثال طور ڇوڪرين جي پڙهائڻ ۽ سندن رشتن ناتن ۾ ساڻن مشورو ڪرڻ کي انتهائي بي غيرتي سمجھيو ويندو آهي. ا ڪارو ڪاري جي نالي ۾ هلندڙ نياڻين جي قتلام کي مڙس ماڻهپي سان جوڙيو ويو آهي. حالانڪه اهي سوچون اسان وٽ ٻاهرين قومن وٽان پهتيون آهن، جن کي اسين هاڻي آسماني صحيفو سمجھي پوڄي رهيا آهيون. سماج اهي ترقي ڪندا آهن، جن وٽ زندگيءَ سان سلهاڙيل ڪن تمام اهم ڳالهين متعلق واضع. چٽو مؤقف هوندو آهي. انهن کي خبر هوندي آهي ته ڪهڙي ڳالهه سندن فائدي واري جڏهن ته ڪهڙي نقصانڪار آهي. صنفي فرق کي سمجھڻ بنا اسان ترقي نه ٿا ڪري سگھون. جڏهن قوم جي اڌ آبادي ترقيءَ لاءِ هلندڙ سموري وهنوار کان الڳ هجي، بلڪ انهن کي انسان ئي نه سمجھيو وڃي، ته پوءِ اسان تيزيءَ سان تبديل ٿيندڙ دنيا سان ڪيئن قدم بقدم هلي سگھنداسين. انهن ڳالهين کي سمجھڻ لاءِ ڪن آمريڪا ۽ يورپ جي ڏاهن جي ڪيل ڪم تائين اسان جي ڀلي ته پهچ نه به هجي پر اسان جو لاکيڻو لطيف پنهنجي شاعريءَ ۾ اسان لاءِ ڪيئي ڏاهپ ڀريا سبق ڇڏي ويو آهي. انهن صنفي تصورن کي ذهن ۾ رکي جڏهن سنڌ جي عظيم شاعر شاهه عبدالطيف جي شاعريءَ جو مطالعو ڪبو، سندس شاعري ۾ ٻڌايل فلسفي کي اڄوڪي د‍ؤر ۾ مردن ۽ عورتن سان سماج اندر هلندڙ روين سان ڀيٽ ڪبي ته ڪيئي ڳالهيون کَلي ڪري آشڪار ٿي پونديون. . ڊاڪٽر فهميدهه حيسن پنهنجي ڊاڪٽوريٽ جي مقالي ”شاهه لطيف جي شاعري ۾ عورت جو روپ“ ۾ لکي ٿي ته ” عورت جي ڪردار کي ڪڏهن صنف نازڪ ۽ ڪڏهن جنسِ لطيف جهڙين خوبصورت لفظن ۾ بيان ڪري مٿس ڪمزوري ۽ بزدليءَ جو ٺپو لڳايو ويندو آهي. شاهه صاحب جي ڪردار وارين عورتن ان تصور کي غلط ثابت ڪيو آهي.” سنڌ جي مڃيل سياستدان ۽ اديب رسول بخش پليجي ”وهڻ مون نه وڙاءِ“ ڪتاب ۾ لطيف سرڪار لاءِ لکيو آهي ته هو اهڙن ڏاهن ۾ شمار ٿيندا آهن جن “... انسانن جي روح ۾ جھاتي پائي انسانن جا دک درد سندن جذبا ۽ احساس ڏٺا هئا.” پنهنجي ڳالهه کي اڳتي وڌائيندي پليجو صاحب لاکيڻي لطيف لاءِ وڌيڪ لکي ٿو ته “هن سنڌ جي عام ماڻهن، مردن ۽ عورتن خاص ڪري عورتن جي جذبن جي جنهن خلوص امنگ ۽ جذبي سان ترجماني ڪئي آهي، تنهن جي بيان لاءِ دفتر کپن.”
سسئي جي روپ ۾ هڪ اهڙي بهادر عورت جيڪا پنهنجي ور جي ڳولها لاءِ حد لاحد لنگھي ٿي وڃي. جھنگ، جبل، روهه، ڪنڊا، بک، اڃ، اڻ ڏٺل واٽ تي ايندڙ سموريون تڪيلفون کيس سندس عزم تان هڪ انچ به پوئتي هٽائي نه ٿيون سگھن. سسئي صرف هڪ جدوجهد ڪندڙ ڪردار طور سامهون نه پئي اچي پر هوءَ ليڊر طور پنهنجا فيصلا پاڻ ٿي ڪري. جھنگ جھاڳڻ، لنڊيون لتاڙڻ، جھنگلي جانورن سان مهاڏو اٽڪائڻ وارا ڪم ڪو خوف ۾ مبتلا رهندڙ انسان ڪيئن ٿو ڪري سگھي! لطيف سائين پنهنجي شاعريءَ وسيلي ان غير منطقي سوچ کي ڀنڃي ڀورا ڪري ڇڏيو آهي ته عورتون ڪمزور، خوف ۾ مبتلا رهندڙ هونديون آهن. سسئيءَ جي روپ ڌاريندڙ عورت جي نالي ڪير چوندو ته اها ڪمزور هئي. هوءَ پنهنجي محبوب وَر پنهونءَ ڏانهن ويندڙ راهه تي ملندڙ هر تڪليف کي هڪ چئلينج ڪري ٿي وٺي ۽ پنهنجي پرين سان والهانه محبت ۽ عقيدت ڪري کيس اهي تڪليفون، ڏک ڏاکڙا به سک ٿا لڳن؛

ڏاگھن ڏيرن ڏونگرن تنهي ڏنم ڏک،
سي سڀ ڀانيم سک هيڪاند ڪارڻ هوت جي.

هوءَ پنهنجي ساهيڙين کي چئي پئي ته سندس سفر اڻانگو ۽ ڏکيو آهي، ان ڪري خالي سڌون ڪرڻ واريون مون سان نه هلو، صرف اهي سندس ساٿ ڏين جيڪي پنهنجي جان جي پرواهه نه ڪن؛

سڌائتي سڀ ڪا بک نه باسي ڪا،
جيهيءَ تيهيءَ ذات جي، جنبش ڪانهي ڪاِ،
مون سين هلي سا، جا جيءُ مٺو نه ڪري.

هوءَ مسلسل جدوجهد جي حامي آهي، منزل صرف اهي ماڻيندا آهن جيڪي منزل طرف ويندڙ راهن تي ويهي ڄاڻو، ڏاهن انسانن کان رهنمائي حاصل ڪندا رهندا آهن، اهي ڪڏهن به منزل ماڻي نه ٿا سگھن جيڪي ستل هجن، گھر جي ڪنڊ ۾ ويٺل هجن. سسئي جي عزم، حوصلي، همٿ، جذبي، بهادري وارين روين کي چٽي طرح سمجھائيندڙ ڪجھ بيت هيٺ ڏيان ٿو؛

ويٺي ور نه پون، ستي ملن نه سپرين،
جي مٿي رندن رئن، ساڄن ملي تن کي.

ڪر ڪو واڪو وس، وهه مهَ منڌَ ڀنڀور ۾،
چڙهي ڏاڍهين ڏونگرين، پير پنهون جو پس،
ڏورڻ منجھان ڏس، پوندين هوت پنهونءَ جو.

هن بيت ۾ لطيف سائين سسئيءَ کي صلاح پيو ڏئي ته سؤ ڪوهه پنڌ جا ته سڀڪو ڪندو آهي، پر جڏهن تون صفا کهين پئين، ٿڪجي پئين ته ان وقت به هلندو رهجانءِ؛

سؤ ڪوهه ڪري سڀڪا، تون کهي کڻج وک،
تاڻج منجھان تک، ته پنڌُ پاسي ڀر نبري.

منزل ماڻڻ واريون اهي هونديون آهن جيڪي ڪا به لالچ يا لوڀ نه رکنديون آهن، اهي هر وقت سڄاڳ رهنديون آهن؛
سڀ ننگيون ٿي نڪرو، لالچ ڇڏي لوڀ،
سپيريان سي سوڀ ننڊون ڪندي نه ٿئي،

هن بيت ۾ سسئي جو پنهنجي پرين پنهونءَ سان لاڳاپو ته ڏسو، جو کيس وڻن مان به آري ڄام جو واس پيو اچي، ۽ سندس حوصلو اجھو هيءُ آهي ته چئي پئي ته جي جھنگ جا مرون سندس ماس به کائي ويندا ته به سندس هڏا هوت ڏانهن هلندا؛

لڏيندي لباس، جتن جيڏو ئي ڪيو،
اچي آري ڄام جو وڻ وڻ منجهان واس،
مرون کينم ماس، هڏا هلندا هوت ڏي.

سسئي جي روپ ۾ اسان کي اورچ، بهادر، مظبوط ارادي واري هڪ اهڙي عورت ٿي نظر اچي جيڪا پنهنجي مقصد جي حاصلات لاءِ ڪنهن به رڪاوٽ، تڪليف، خوف کي پنهنجي ويجھو اچڻ ئي نه ٿي ڏي. اتي ٿورو ساهي پٽي اسان عورتن لاءِ هوائي توائي ڳالهين جي ڇنڊ ڇاڻ ڪندا سين ته اهي سڀ نظريا ڪوڙا ثابت ٿيندا جنهن مطابق ته اهي صنف نازڪ آهن، منجھن ڏکيا ڪم ڪرڻ جي صلاحيت، طاقت ۽ حوصلو ئي ناهي.
”ڀٽائي بک هڙتال تي“ ڪتاب ۾ ڊاڪٽر ملڪ نديم پنهنجي مضمون ”سرڪاپائتي ململ منجھان سون“ ۾ لطيف سرڪار پاران معاشري ۾ عورتن جي هڪجهڙين حقن لاءِ کي هن نموني بيان ڪيو آهي “ڀٽائي عورت کي گھرو يا ملڪي ترقي ۾ هڪ جهڙي حيثيت ۾ حصي نه وٺڻ واري زرعي اخلاقي قدرن جي سخت مخالفت ڪئي ۽ پنهنجي شاعريءَ ذريعي سُر ڪاپائتي يا ٻين سرن ۾ عورت لاءِ محنت يا محبت جي آزادي جي حمايت ڪئي. محبت جي آزادي لاءِ سر سهڻي ڀٽائي جو نمائندو سُر آهي ته محنت جي آزادي لاءِ سُر ڪاپائتي لطيف جو اڳواڻ سر آهي.” ساڳي ڪتاب ۾ اڳتي هلي ڊاڪٽر ملڪ نديم سرڪاپائتي ۾ عورت جي محنت کي گھر جي عظمت سان ملائيندي لکي ٿو ته ” ڀٽائي سر ڪاپائتي ۾ عورت کي پورهئي ۽ هنر جي آزادي حاصل ڪرڻ سان گڏ پنهنجي ڪٽنب ۽ ڀتار ڪانڌ سان وفاداري سان ساڳيو پيار قرب ۽ وفاداري قائم رکڻ جي تلقين ڪئي آهي، ٻئي پاسي پورهئي کان لنوائيندڙ عورت کي خبردار ڪيو آهي ته کيس ڪانڌ ۽ ڪٽنب ۾ عزت ۽ محبت نه ملندي.

”ارٽ اوڏو نه ٿئين، ڀوري ڀوري سيئن،
ڪنڌ کڻندين ڪيئن، اڱڻ عجيبن جي.“

لطيف جي ٻئي عورت ڪردار مارئي جو مثال ٿا وٺون ته ڪيئن نه هوءَ هڪ ڏاڍائي ڪندڙ بادشاهه جي آڏو پنهنجي حقي مؤقف تي اٽل ٿي بيهي رهي. هن سندس پاران ڏنل سڀني عيش عشرت جي زندگيءَ جي لالچن کي ٺڪرائي پنهنجي غريبي حال تي فخر ۽ وڏائي جو اعلى مثال قائم ڪيو ته ان مان صاف ظاهر آهي ته عورت مظبوط ارادي واريون به ٿينديون آهن، جيڪي وقت اچڻ تي جبل جيان اٽل ٿي بيهي رهنديون آهن. مارئي انهن منجھان هڪ هئي جنهن عمر بادشاهه پاران سمورن سهولتن کي وٺڻ کان انڪار ڪندي اهو چيو ته؛
پٽولا پنهواريون مور نه مٿي ڪن،
جه لاک رتائون لوئيون، ته سالنئا سونهن،
ان ايلاچنيون اڳري، بخمل بافتن،
سکر ڀانئيان سومرا کٿي کان کنڀن،
جا ڏنيم ڏاڏاڻن سان لاهيندي لڃ مران.

يا سندس هي ڪيڏو نه خوبصورت خيال آهي ته؛

ڪراين ڪروڙ جا، چوڙا ڪوڙا جن،
سو مرڪ ماروئڙن، جئان لوڪ لڄ ٿئي.

يعني ته ڪراين تائين جيڪي چوڙيون چڙهيل آهن، اهي آهن ته ڪوڙيون، پر سندن قيمت ڪروڙن ۾ آهي، ٿر ڄائيون اهو ڪم ڪنديون آهن، جنهن کان لوڪ کي لڄ ايندي آهي.

ان سلسلي کي اڳتي وڌائيندي مارئي چوي ٿي ته اها ته اسان جي ريت ئي ڪانهي ته پکن، جھوپڙن ۽ چؤنئرن ۾ رهندڙ ڪا عورت پنهنجي عزت، سيل، وقار جو سودو محلن ماڙين ۽ ٻين بادشاهي سهولتن سان ڪري؛

اي نه مارن ريت، جيئن سيڻ مٽائين سون تي،
اچي عمر ڪوٽ ۾ آءُ ڪنديس ڪان ڪَريت،
پکن جي پريت، ماڙي مور نه مٽيان.

در اصل مارئي هڪ علامت طور تي پيش ڪئي ويئي. هڪ اهڙي بهادر، وطن دوست، سچار، پنهنجي عزت ۽ عظمت جي حفاظت ڪندڙ عورت جيڪا وقت جي جابرن آڏو پنهنجي حقي ڳالهه ڪندي ڪانه هٻڪندي آهي. سنڌ ڄائي شهيد بي نظير ڀٽو کي به ان ڪري مارئي ملير جي ڪري ياد ويندو آهي ته اها وطن جي حب ۾ سرشار هئي، کيس وطن جي غريب ماڻهن سان عقيدت هئي، هوءَ چاهي پئي ته هن ملڪ جي ماڻهن جي زندگيءَ ۾ ڪا بنيادي تبديلي اچي. جڏهن هڪ بهادر، اڻموٽ ۽ اورچ عورت سان وقت جا ”عمر“ جڏهن سندس مقابلو ڪري نه سگھيا ته کيس جسماني طرح ختم ڪيو ويو.

اڄ جي دؤر ۾ سنڌ جي عورتن کي انسان ته سمجھيو ئي نه پيو وڃي، عورتن جي قتل جون خبرون اسان روز پڙهندا آهيون. 2009ع ۾ ڪل ملائي 284 عورتون سڄي سنڌ ۾ قتل ٿيون، جن مان گھڻائي اهڙين جي هئي جن تي ڪارو ڪاري جو الزام لڳائي بيدرديءَ سان ڪٺو ويو هيو. سنڌ جي دامن تي ڪاروڪاريءَ جي نالي ۾ ڪٺل نياڻين جي اڻ لکيل ايف آئي آر هڪ بدنما داغ آهي. سنڌ ۾ عورتن سان مت ڀيد جي حوالي سان جيڪي ڏاڍايون جاري آهن انهن ۾ سڀ کان وڌيڪ خطرناڪ، خوني ۽ دهشتناڪ ڪارو ڪاري جو هلندڙ وهنوار آهي. لطيف جي رسالي ۾ سُر سهڻي ان سموري نام نهاد وهنوار مان مانڌاڻي ٿو ڦيري ڇڏي. سهڻي هڪ شادي ٿيل عورت هئي جنهن کي سندس مرضيءَ خلاف ڏم نالي همراهه سان پرڻايو ويو هيو، جڏهن ته سندس دل اندر ميهر (ساهڙ) جي محبت ايندڙ ويندڙ ساهن جيان سمايل هئي. هوءَ روز رات جو گھڙو کڻي پنهنجي محبوب سان ملڻ لاءِ دريا پار ڪندي هئي. سندس ان عشق جي خبر سندس مڙس ۽ ٻين گھر جي ڀاتين کي به هئي جيڪي کيس طعنا طنقا به ڏيندا هيا.

ڏم ڏيهاڙي ڏي، سندا ميهر مهڻا،
جھليم ٿي جھولي ۾ پلئه پايو سي،
مرجان چاليهه چي، سڱا سپرين جي،

ڏم پاران مون کي ميهار سان ملڻ لاءِ روزانا طعنا ٻڌڻا پوندا آهن، پر جيڪڏهن مون کي اهڙا چاليهه طعنا روز ملن ته به مان پنهنجي محبوب سان ملڻ کان ڪين ڪيٻائندس. اهڙي صورتحال هوندي به ڪڏهن نوبت خون خرابي تائين نه پهتي. بقول سنڌ جي ”امر جليل“ جي ته ”سهڻي دنيا جي اها واحد عورت آهي جيڪا شادي شدهه هوندي به ٻي ڪنهن سان پيار ٿي ڪري ۽ دنيا وارا کيس عزت جي نظرن سان ڏسن ٿا.“ منهنجي خيال ۾ ته جنهن نموني لطيف سرڪار سندن عشقه داستان کي بيان ڪيو آهي، اهو ان جو ئي ڪمال آهي. هونئن جي اڄ جي وڏيرن، سردارن جو جوڙيل اصولن (نام نهاد) کي سامهون رکي پرک ڪنداسين ته سهڻي ته سراسر ڪاري هئي، جنهن کي سرعام قتل ٿيڻ گھرجي ها ۽ سندس لاش کي ڪنهن ڪارين جي الڳ قبرستان ۾ وڃي دفن ڪجي ها جت انهن ريگناهه ماريل نياڻين جي قبرن تي قلن پڙهڻ کي به بي غيرتي سمجھيو ويندو آهي. پر ان جي ابتڙ لطيف ته ان کي عظيم سورمي، بي باڪ، نڊر، بهادر، محبت جهڙي عظيم جذبن جو ترجمان ڪري پيش ڪيو آهي ۽ کيس صلاح ٿو ڏئي ته؛

مرج وٽ ميهار، متان موٽئين سهڻي،
ساهڙ جا سينگار متان ڏم ڏيکارئين.

يعني سهڻي کي مرڻ ئي ميهار وٽ گھرجي، ۽ هن جيڪي سينگار ساهڙ لاءِ ڪيا آهن اهي ڏم (سندس مڙس) کي نه ڏيکارڻ گھرجن.

صنف جي موضوع تي سنڌي ادب ۾ تمام گھٽ لکيو ويو آهي. پر صديون اڳ يگاني عالم، ڏاهي، فلسفي شاعر شاهه عبدالطيف ڀٽائي جنهن فنڪارانه نموني عورتن جي حقن، سندن آزادي، برابري لاءِ آواز اٿاريو آهي ان ڳالهه جو نظير ملڻ به مشڪل آهي. محبت جي ماريل عورتن جي اڌمن جي اپٽار، پنهنجن ورن جون واٽون نهاريندڙ ونين جو انتظار، ظلم جي آڏو جبل وانگر اڏول ٿي بيٺل عورتن جي للڪار ن کي لفظن جو روپ ڏئي جنهن نموني شاهه عبدالطيف ڀٽائي صديون اڳ جڏهن اڃا صنف تي جديد تحقيق جو تصور به موجود نه هيو ته هن عورتاڻي جذبن جي عڪاسي اهڙي ته فنڪارانه انداز ۾ ڪئي آهي جنهن کي پڙهي ۽ ڏسي سندس عظمت کي سوَ سلام ڪرڻ لاءِ دل ٿي چوي. سهڻي جي روپ ۾ لطيف سائين چوي پيو ته

واهُڙ وهن نوان، اڃا وَههُ اڳي ٿيو،
گھَرَ ويٺيون گھڻا ڪريو، سَرتيون سـڱ نوان،
صورت جا ساهڙ جي ساجي ڏٺي مان،
هوند نه پليو مان، گھڙو سڀئي گھڙا کڻي.

هن شعر ۾ لطيف سهڻي جي روپ ۾ چوي پيو ته جيئن مون ساهڙ (محبوب) کي پسيو آهي، محسوس ڪيو آهي، ۽ جي اها حقيقت اوهان به پروڙ ي وٺو ته هوند اوهان به ڪنهن (نام نهاد، ظاهري، ڪوڙي) عزت جي انا کي پاسي رکي مون وانگر گھڙا کڻي وچ سير ۾ ٽپي پئو. اهو ڪهڙو محبوب جو روپ هو جيڪو سهڻيءَ جي روپ ۾ لطيف سائين کي نظر آيو هيو. منهنجي خيال ۾ ته انوقت ۽ اڄ به جيڪي نام نهاد غيرت جا غليظ رويا مرد عورتن سان رکي ٿو، عورتن کي هيچ سمجھي انهن کي پنهنجي پير جي جتي ڀانئي ٿو، عورتن کي سمورن بنيادي حقن جنهن ۾ محبت، پيار، عشق به شامل آهي انهن کان محروم رکي ٿو انهن جي اپٽار ڏاڍي فنڪارانه انداز ۾ ڪئي آهي. سهڻي هڪ شادي شدهه عورت هئي، جنهن کي وري هڪ ٻئي مرد ميهار سان عشق ٿي ويو. لطيف وٽ اهو ڪوبه گناهه نه آهي. لطيف جي سورمين ۾ سهڻيءَ جو شمار هڪ اوچي مقام رکندڙ هڪ اهڙي باوفا، بهادر، پيار جي لطيف جذبن سان ٽمٽار عورت جو آهي، جنهن پنهنجي وصل جي خواهش کي عملي روپ ڏيڻ خاطر پنهنجي جان جو نظرانو ڏيڻ کان به ڪين ڪيٻايو. ان مان صاف ظاهر ٿو ٿئي ته لطيف وٽ ڪارو ڪاري جو ڪوبه تصور نه هيو.
لطيف جي شاعريءَ ۾ ٻين بهادر ۽ ڏاهين عورتن جو ذڪر ايندڙ مضمون ۾ ڪندس پر آخر ۾ اهو ضرور چوندس ته اسان جو سماج هڪ اهڙي انڌ جي گھوڙي تي سوار آهي، جنهن جي ڪابه منزل طئي ٿيل نه آهي. اسين خواريءَ جا کارا کڻي هنڀوچيون پيا هڻون ته اسان وڏا ”غيرت مند“ آهيون. منهنجي خيال ۾ ته اڄ جي دؤر ۾ حقيقي غيرت مند اهو آهي جيڪو واقعي به پنهنجي نياڻين کي ست قرآن سمجھي کين زندگيءَ جون سموريون سهولتون مهيا ڪري ڏئي، کين برابري جا حق ڏئي جيڪو مٿن ٿورو نه آهي پر اهو انهن جو بنيادي انساني حق آهي. اچو ته سنڌ جي نياڻين کي بااختيار بڻايون، کين تعليم جي زيور سان آراسته ڪرڻ جا گس کوليون، اسان کي سنڌ جي عظيم روايتن جي پاسداري ڪندڙ عظيم انسانن (جهڙوڪر لطيف سائين) جي ڏسيل واٽ تي هلڻ گھرجي، جو ان ۾ ئي نجات آهي، جيئين شاهه صاحب چئي ويا آهن؛

پڙاڏو سوئي سڏ، ور وائيءَ جو جي نه لهين،
هئا اڳهين گڏ، ٻڌڻ ۾ به ٿيا.

RESEARCH PLAN for Penzu

Introduction
This research intended to explore the perceptions of Principals of Government Degree colleges from urban district Sindh. The study will recognize the role or principal and investigating challenges they are facing during discharging the duties. Further more this paper included the rationale, purpose of study, significant of study, literature review, research topic and research question, methodology of study and data collection frame work, data analysis, ethical considerations and limitations of study as well.

Rationale
I joined education department some twenty years ago, worked with different principals from Karachi to Sakhar Sindh. One scholar professor of Chemistry after promoted in BPS 20 offered principals position in one Government Arts and Commerce Degree College of Sindh. He resisted taking charge, with opinion that he is the person of academics not administration. But no one listen his voice and at last he took the charge of principal. After taking the charge of Principal he did nothing just sit on the seat of principal, took pause from teaching chemistry and got retired. Some criminal minded students misbehaved one another principal in leading college of sindh. After that incident he introduced a slogan “no student no problem.” He kept him at distance from teachers and student’s class room teaching learning practices. His that attitude apparently showed that he was unable to resolve conflicts, which is one important characteristic of leadership quality. One another very honest principal was failed to bring back students in classroom despite hectic efforts. He took oaths from all Muslim and Hindu students on Kalma Tyba and Geeta respectively at time of admission that they will attend their all classes. Despite that, attendance of students not increased significantly. I witnessed few principals who mostly depend upon either on a teacher or on non teaching staff member to do his/her routine jobs. All those factors forced me to understand the perceptions of principals as leadership in higher education in Public sector Colleges.



Purpose of study
1. Exploring perceptions of college principal’s in leading Government Degree Colleges in urban district of Sindh Pakistan.

2. To understand the value do the college principals give to their role as educational leader in leading Government Degree Colleges of District Sakhar Sindh Pakistan.


3. Explore the ways Principal’s current responsibilities contribute to achieve their role as effective educational leader in leading Government Degree Colleges of District Sakhar Sindh Pakistan.

4. Investigate the challenges do the College Principals of Government Degree Colleges of District Sakhar Sindh face to perform their role as an educational leader.

5. To observe the leadership style of College Principals of Government Degree Colleges of District Sakhar Sindh resolve the challenges in their contexts.
6. To make a bridge among school, college and university level educational leadership.
7. To provide frame work for future researchers to investigate more potential area of higher education
8. To develop literature from my own context from Government Degree College level.

Significance of study
Principals as a leader have no doubt, playing very important role in the colleges affairs. Effective principals are strong educators, anchoring their work on central issues of learning and teaching and continuous college improvement. Principal must demonstrate to effectively lead college in improving student achievement, promoting collaborative problem solving and open communication, collecting, analyzing, and using data to identify college needs, using data to identify and plan for needed changes in the instructional program. Implementing and monitoring the college improvement plan. My this Study intended to understand, explore and investigate the potentials, mental models and leadership characteristics of principals and the challenges they are facing as leader in dealing with financial, administrative and academic sides. Facing the dilemmas of administration, finance and school matters simultaneously needs special skills and trainings to cope the issues. But in public sector educational institutions especially in colleges the facility of training is rarely provided the new posted principals.
Most of principal’s getting posted as principal because of their seniority instead of skills of leadership or management. “In the public sector in Pakistan, head teachers are recruited and promoted on the basis of their teaching rather than their leadership and management experiences or qualification.” Memon & Zubeda (2005). My experiences working with different principals in Government Colleges of Sindh revealed that most of them given the charge of principal near to their retirement age around 55 plus. One can not ignore their experience as teacher/professor in their respective subject(s) they used to teach through out their lives. However, offering them charge of principal might create tensions and stresses among them because responsibilities that are new or very different from their previous practices are difficult to handle. Starting something new or making strategic changes, fixing problems created by someone else or existing before you took the assignment., dealing with different stake holders of different nature and keeping varying point of views on issues, influencing teaching and non teaching staff, higher management or other key political figures over which you have no authority are complex tasks. In Government Girls degree Colleges in Sakhar Sindh mostly female principles are leading colleges however large number of male teaching staff is working due to non availability of female teaching staff, so working with people of both genders and different racial and ethnic backgrounds are not easy task. Managing the interface with community, outside the college such as journalists, different political party’s student wing leaders need special skills of communication. My study intended to explore such complexities the principals are facing in their routine job and to suggest some practical solutions about issues. My intention is to find the answers of following questions at College level education in urban district Sakhar Sindh.
“1.What does it mean to be an educational leader?
2. When and how does leadership occur?
3. What is the source of leadership power?” Zubeda (2010).



Research topic and Research question
Title
Exploring perceptions of college principal’s in leading Government Degree Colleges in urban district of Sindh Pakistan.

Main Research Question
1-What value do the college principals give to their role as educational leader in leading Government Degree Colleges of District Sakhar Sindh Pakistan?

Subsidiary Questions
2- In what ways Principal’s current responsibilities contribute to achieve their role as effective educational leader in leading Government Degree Colleges of District Sakhar Sindh Pakistan?

3- What challenges do the College Principals of Government Degree Colleges of District Sakhar Sindh face to perform their role as an educational leader?

4- How do the College Principals of Government Degree Colleges of District Sakhar Sindh resolve the challenges in their contexts?

Explanation of terms
Perceptions
Understanding of Principal about his own Educational Leadership style
Challenges
Dealing with dilemmas of hindrances, difficulties, conflicts, lack of resources etc

Methodology and data collection
I shall apply a grounded theory. Three principals from urban district of Sindh will be case studies for my study. Comprising three college principals from Government Boys Science Degree College from morning shift, other will be Government boys Arts and Commerce Degree College from evening shift and third one will be the Government Girls Degree College of morning shift. I shall use the semi structured interviews and observational tool for gathering the data. I shall develop five open ended short questions for regional director college’s sakhar region sakhar, principals, teachers and students as well.

Data analysis
After gathering a raw data from interviews, reading available documents, observations and by field notes shall transcribe the interviews on paper, and will sort out entire gather material. I shall code the data and will categorize all and then maintain analytical memo of the field notes, which I shall write during my observation. I shall keep all useful data and put rest a side. For further reduction of the data I shall make categories according to theme emerged. I shall utilize the Buckley’s (1985) model for categorization and analysis.

Ethical consideration
I shall get written consent from Regional Director and principals and teacher to conduct my research. I shall negotiate with principals, teachers and Regional head for date and time venue. I will give value to their contribution and shall not put such questions which will heart them especially focusing on religious or ethnicity. I shall respect their values, cultures and customs as well. I shall ensure confidentiality of the research to my research fellows. The research shall be based on the following key principals of AKU research ethics:

• Voluntary consent of related authorities as Regional Director Colleges, principals and teachers will be sought. Privacy, confidentiality and anonymity of the research participants have been considered and will be considered during the analyses and at the time of reporting.
• Reciprocity
• No nominal harm assessment.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Saturday, July 24, 2010

SCHOOL IMPROVEMENT PLAN

NEW BEGINNING FROM END
Four decade ago our village was rated among educated people, but with passage of time entity of my village changed entirely. Now my village is paradise of drug addicts and criminal minded people. World is moving ahead day by day with new horizons of learning. Strange but true, the communities in my context are moving backward. Day by day their miseries are increasing; they are rambling on the road which will lead them towards the well of doom. Mostly it is happening because of ruined educational system. There is only way out; to get children educate. Only mean to get children educate at my village is Government Primary School, which is closed from several years and due to poverty it is not possible for most of residents to admit their siblings in private schools. In fact state of education in public sector is same in almost entire Sindh one or other way. Here One million dollars question is how to bring change? How provide help those underprivileged communities and reopen the closed public schools and make them functional and effective. I am voluntarily taking some efforts from my native place. At moment I am not sure about any thing but hopeful that my today’s action will provide me road map for future. I am starting endless journey from closed Government primary school of my native village.

Brief back ground of school
Two decades ago our demand for Government Primary school in village approved and building comprising two rooms, boundary wall with bathroom facility constructed. In beginning year’s school’s performance was satisfactory. Fortunately some dedicated teachers posted there in school and community fully supported them. The story of regression started with formation of School Management Committee (SMC). As the part of devolution and decentralization then Government introduced SMC’s in schools empower communities to monitor and evaluate the performance of schools. In this way ever in first time of history schools make accountable before communities and communities identified as the potential human resource for schools. It was assumed that through empowering schools enrollment would be increase and ratio of drop out decrease. Mostly all schools get benefit from that very positive legislation; however the policy became rope in neck of our school. The position SMC chairman (Head) in our school occupied by influential person (wadero). He was the person who provided his personal land for construction of school building. As funding provided in account of school, the head of SMC demand all amount to be handover him for his personal use. Teachers, head teachers and other members of SMC tried their level best to realize him that these funds are not for personal usage, Government provided funds for development of school but, unfortunately he denied accepting any logic. Once he with help of his brothers and son beat school teachers severely. Due to his rude, uncooperative and threatening attitude to day schools is deserted.

Hopes and challenges
Positive signs
• School building is available in good condition with boundary wall.
• Free books.
• Free admission.
• Head teacher plus two more teachers are posted in school.
• Majority of people belonged village and suburb area are willing to reopen the school.
• Fair quality of Benches for student and two chairs and two tables for teacher are also available.
• Two black boards of are also available.
• 50+ male and female students enrolled in school.
• School constructed on road side and it is very easy to reach there from any side of locality.

Challenges
• Notorious entity of school.
• Non cooperative influential person of village unfortunately who is chairman of SMC also.
• Teacher’s negligence.
• Primary school teachers association.
• Criminal minded people.
• Discouraging environment.
• Wide spread social evils.
• Poverty.
• Unawareness regarding importance of education.

To understand the reality I manage a mini survey through cell phone. I write five questions and send them to 20 concerned people. I got 9 peoples responses. Three persons from them ring on my number and we discuss the matter in detail. In fact those were some sort of informal telephonic interviews. I ring one teacher and one another person belongs with community. Telephonic conversations were useful. While talking with them I took notes on paper. From survey and interviews I understand that all those are willing to reopen the school. Some have little doubts in their minds for success however rest seems to be hopeful and all of them are in favor to take a chance. Most of them are in favor to run school in same building. they emphases for negotiations with influential person to avoid any conflict. We agreed to meet in first week of August 2010 for more detailed discussions. The list of participant also made for the meeting with consultation.
We have developed three possible scenarios.

First scenario
Try to reopen school in same building with same staff after negotiations with all stake holders including the influential person. It is possible when we can get help and support widely from community and especially the educated ones. If we all together meet with the influential guy (Wadera) it is assumed that he will cooperate with us. In this condition we decided to arrange meeting of SMC inviting all stake holders including community and teachers. House will be remaining open for constructive discussions and suggestions. Decision will be taken with consensus. All decisions will be recorded on register in written form. Minutes of meeting also saved will keep the record properly. It is also decided that one meeting of SMC in every month must be held to evaluate the development work of school. Community assists the teachers in teaching learning process. Maintaining peaceful environment will be top priority.


Second scenario
In the situation we cannot run school in same condition as already mentioned in 1st scenario and deadlock exists in same then we will try to get permission from DEO, EDEO for branch school. In our neighbor village we have one precedent of same kind. Villagers with permission of authorities open branch school which is running its affairs successfully hence the main school closed from years for certain reasons. This will be little bit lengthy process, as public sector work is not occurring automatically. However, getting help from ruling political leader hopefully we will fix the problem. After approval of Branch school, I will provide two rooms for school initially. With granting permission authorities will be bound to provide require furniture and other facilities to school. In condition department will fail in providing necessary furniture then we will collect donations and purchase necessary furniture and other important material. As branch school will be open in same village and due to closure of main school, community will admit their children new open branch school. It is decided that all energies and efforts will be united to achieve the desired results. In this situation we will face opposition and threats from the influential person and his allies. It is decided that we will try our level best to avoid from any conflict however will face the challenged if necessary.

Third scenario
If we are not succeeding in second option also then we will negotiate with NGO’s and other civil society organizations i.e. SEF, IRC, SAGA, SRSO to open private school on not profit basis with very nominal and affordable fee. For that purpose I will provide rooms for school and my post graduate daughter will be head of school and in my patron ship a committee will be constituted for running affairs of school.

Conclusion
Our first priority is to reopen/open the school as children of village will be benefited from education. We will try our level best to bring all stakeholders together and with mutual understanding run the school and utilize the resources already available. in condition of failure in first priority will try to open branch school, private school on nonprofit basis is our last option. After running school our second priority will be to make school effective in terms of teaching learning. Then we will try to provide all required resources to students, teacher. We will try to make connections with other good schools, organizations i.e. iEARN, EAST, IED, etcetera, to learn from their experiences. Introduce the self evaluation system for development and good friendly environment

FUTURE SCENARIOS OF SCHOOLING IN PAKISTAN IN THE YEAR 2030

INTRODUCTION
Scenario planning is the process which helps individuals or organizations to understand the present trends and portray their probable futures based on these trends (OECD, 2001). Being the Course Participants (CPs) of Strategic Planning and Development the CPs were provided with an opportunity to develop the basic understanding of scenario planning by being evolved in scenario planning process. During this process our group went through different stages and activities while developing four different future scenarios of schooling in the Pakistan in the year 2030. Some key processes/activities were the following.
• Literature was reviewed on scenario planning and discussions among group members as well as with the facilitator developed the initial understanding of scenario planning.
• The present trends of education in Pakistan were sketched through a brainstorming in the group and the local and global factors effecting the present educational system was looked upon (See appendix A).
• An individual activity to indentify future trends and forces was undertaken, shared in the group and categorized into ten themes (see appendix B).
• On the basis of the identified themes, a questionnaire (see appendix C) was prepared to explore the opinion of the IED faculty, Ph D and M Ed students about future trends of education in Pakistan.
• After administrating the questionnaire the data was analyzed using SPSS.
Based on the literature, discussions and the analyzed data, the group developed four future scenarios of education in Pakistan in the year 2030. During this process the group identified various forces and trends of education. However keeping in view the time and word limit, only two forces; political will and ICT were taken as the bases of the changing scenario of education in future. Based on the present scenario some focused trends were curriculum, teaching, assessment and use of ICT in schools.

SCENARIO 1


FROZEN AND STAGNATION


The education system of Pakistan is in stagnation phase in the current year of 2030. Schools in Pakistan are controlled by the central education offices in a bureaucratic top down system. It is essential for every school to follow the national curriculum prepared by experts. Schools are restricted to teach the prescribed text books and learning materials. Teachers are trained in content and pedagogy in the light of national curriculum. Few teaching methods are used in the classroom and lecture is the most popular method. Teaching is focused mostly on memorization of facts and figures and paper-pencil test is the most used method for students’ assessment. Competition among the students is highly encouraged by the teachers and school management based on their results. Discipline is the main concern for the school management so teachers spend most of their time controlling the students. Schools are provided with computers and some basic ICT facilities by the higher authorities. However, most of the teachers are not sure how to use these facilities as part of their teaching process. So computer and ICT are taught as separate subjects. The schools are provided some budget from the higher offices but the school management is not able how and where to utilize the budget.
Looking and reflecting back at this frozen and stagnation phase identifies some factors responsible for its non-changing status. Since the year 2010, no political party could complete their tenure smoothly due to allegation of corruption and agitations which created instability in the political arena. Each Government spent most of their time, resources and energy to combat terrorism and at the same time they were facing pressure from the international community. At the provincial level separatist movements were raising heads and the governments also remained engaged in the tackling this issue.
In such a situation the educational system remained ignored most of the time but some attempts were made to bring reforms by each government. Due to instability, no government got enough time to implement their educational policy properly. Each time change in government disrupt the continuity of educational policy as each one brought their interventions without giving considerable attention to the previous governments efforts. In the year 2015, with the help of international agencies, an attempt was made to bring changes in the curriculum but the strong forces of the religious parties were successful in mobilizing the people to resist the changes. Hence the intervention in the curriculum process was winded up without any result. At the same time the government also did not take much interest as the centralized system of curriculum was considered to be minimizing the difference between the provinces by putting emphasis on certain religious values, hence suppressing the separatist movements. Although the development sector in the country has become dependant on ICT but due to lack of recourse and vision less attention was given to make it part of the educational system.










SCENARIO 2

MELTDOWN AND CHANGING



Some changes have taken place in the educational system of Pakistan from 2010 till the current year of 2030. Today, schools to some extent are involved in the curriculum development, school budget and school development programs. Curriculum is prepared by the curriculum wing but the school managements and teachers are involved in the process through workshops and other online studies. The schools have been allowed to choose their text book keeping in view the students learning outcomes given in the curriculum. Teachers are encouraged to enrich the curriculum using sources like internet, workshops and other related and relevant material. The concept of formative assessment is introduced along with summative assessment. Basic ICT facility is provided almost to all schools but its integration with teaching and learning process is missing. Although teachers are trained in ICT, they are not confident enough to integrate it with the teaching learning process. Professional education is required to enter in the teaching profession in all schools. However, teaching is still not considered as equal to other famous profession as doctor/ Managers, so teachers are no satisfied with their profession and opt for other professions.
Since 2010 the democratic system of government has been governing the country however education has not been their first priority. They spent most of their energy on sustaining the political system and fighting against terror. Some steps were taken to reforms the education in Pakistan but there was not consistency in the implementation due to instability in the democratic government. Due to the differences among the provinces the central government was not comfortable to decentralize the educational system. The international communities have been interested in reforming the curriculum to eliminate the radical thinking in the country. They provided financial and as well as technical support to the government to bring reform the curriculum. This enabled the government to introduce ICT literacy and involving teachers in curriculum enrichment. Because ICT became an integral part of the educational system around the world, so the government provided essential ICT facilities to the schools.



















SCENARIO 3

FLOW AND TRANSITION



Since 2010 Pakistan has transformed desirably its educational system. Today in the year 2030 schools enjoy moderate autonomy in enriching curriculum, preparing their budget and incorporating ICT in their teaching learning process. From the curriculum wing broader goals with guidelines are provided to the school. Schools are free to select their textbooks and learning material according to the broader goals and guidelines provided by the curricular wing. Most schools have their curriculum enrichment unit to help teachers in curriculum enrichment. Teachers are educated in curriculum development and enrichment along with content and pedagogical knowledge. Schools are provided considerable budget according to their needs to fulfill their expenses. ICT is considered the essential facility for each school. By using this facility teachers get their required material easily from other schools or institutions. Students use this facility to enhance their knowledge and skills. Varieties of teaching methods are used in the classroom to teach students. Some activities are ICT based and students to some extent are given freedom to complete their task outside the school classroom. As the curriculum material is prepared by the teachers so assessment is done accordingly by using different strategies.
This transition in the education was possible due to two main forces. Since 2010 Pakistan experienced relatively, political stability. The democratic process got consistency as each party completed their tenure and got the opportunity to rule the country. By 2015 the country succeeded in eliminating terrorism with the help of international community. Realizing the importance of education in transforming the society, the democratic governments made a serious effort to bring effective reforms in the educational system in the light of Vision 2030(Haque, 2006). They changed the educational policy from bureaucratic system to democratic mode by valuing decentralization process. Consistency was also observed in the implementation of educational policies as each government built on the interventions of the previous governments. The civil societies were strengthening which supported the government. School were given more autonomy in preparing their budget, planning their programs and enriching their curriculum.

ICT was introduced in education with a strong intention of bringing the educational system up to a world standard. Keeping in view the importance of the ICT the education policy makers and implementers made effort to make the ICT integral part of school system. Government also provided budget and technical support to the school to install ICT system in their schools with help of international agencies.










SCENARIO 4

HIGH FLOW AND TRANSFORMATION



Today Pakistan has a highly transformed schooling system. Schools are no more name of specific building rather they are complex interconnected systems. Curriculum is not static document rather a changing activity prepared by the teachers keeping in view global and local context. Schools are interconnected through internet across the country therefore teachers are able to learn from each other being part of community of practice. Teacher education is given more importance so teachers are not only well equipped in content and pedagogy but they are also competent enough to guide the students how to mange information in the age of flux and change. Technological innovations and easy access of ICT provided opportunity for students and teachers to use their houses, parks, and internet cafés hotels and vehicles as virtual places for schooling. In this era digital libraries, video conferences, online courses replaced the concept of isolated single place for formal education, called school. Assessment is not more matter of paper pencil test rather students are working on projects outside the school focusing on problem solving. ICT is integral part of assessment. Examinations boards are research centers where the results are being investigated, evaluated qualitatively and quantitatively and schools are provided feedback for further improvement. Students and teachers councils/associations are internationally connected with each other and they are collaboratively working for learning and innovating.
Political confrontation among major Feudal and Elite parties fed up the Pakistani nation and civil society. They realized that the traditional parties could not solve their problems. Consequently voters rejected the traditional parties in general elections held in February 2013. In the election voters supported Secular minded Social Democratic Party of Pakistan (SDPP) which emerges from politically awaked and educated Middle class. SDPP gave a clear vision to nation about all major issues like education, economics, and environment, (locals, regional and international) conflicts.
Education was given high priority to transform the sick society into a highly vibrant one. The budget for education sector was raised up to 10% of GDP. Two main steps were taken to change the educational system. First, teacher education system was given highly importance. With the help of local and international agencies within five years a cohort of teacher educator and school leadership was developed who played a vital role in transforming the educational system.
Secondly, the new government realized that without ICT development in education sector is difficult. So ICT was made integral part of educational system. This step revolutionary changed the shape of educational system of Pakistan.












REFERENCE

EOCD (2001). School for tomorrow: OECD Scenarios retrieved on June 2, 2010 from
www.nfer.ac.uk/emie/inc/fd.asp?user=&doc...schooling-for-tomorrow...

Haque, N. (2006). The Economist Survey of Pakistan 2030. Retrieved on June 8, 2010
From http://www.pide.org.pk/pdf/Highlights/vision2030.pdf

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

FIELD STUDY REPORT

Introduction
This paper presents purpose of research, research questions, hypotheses, methodology, procedures, data analysis, discusses results of study and conclusion of study.

Purpose of the study
Aim of research is to examine schools from child rights friendly environment perspective. As per definition of UNICEF (2004); a child friendly school provides children quality education, with an environment that is fun, healthy and engaging activities. In other words school is a place where they can play, be protected from harm, express their views and actively participate in the learning process. Study conducted from students of class seventh of two different schools including one from public and other from private. Purpose of study is to explore differences in maintaining child rights friendly environment in both public and private sector schooling systems, and to understand the relationship between age level and students understanding about child rights-friendly environment in school. Results of research suppose to help policy makers, teachers, head teachers and students about the track record of child rights friendly environment in both systems and students understanding about this very important issue.

Research Questions
The study has two main research questions;
 To what extend, Government schools are different from private schools in maintaining child rights friendly environment?

2 - What is the relationship between the age level and the understanding of the students about child rights-friendly school?

Statement of Hypothesis
There are two main hypotheses according to the research questions;

• there is no difference between the public and private school in maintaining child rights-friendly environment.
• there is no relationship between the age level and the perception of child right school.





METHODLOGY/DESIGN
Study was designed by cross-sectional quantitative paradigm. Data collected from one public school by me and other one private school by my research partner on same day by single visit once a time. Cross-sectional studies are relatively inexpensive, takes up little time, can estimate prevalence of outcome of interest because sample is usually taken from the whole population. Face-to-face delivery method utilized for survey questionnaire. In “face-to-face the researcher can read the questions aloud, explain any difficult points if necessary, and record the responses in as much detail as he desired” Gorard, S. (2003). Applying the method I kept in mind the factors “cost, time, geography, length, complexity, control of the question order, visual aids, the use of respondents personal of the question for reference, rapport, sensitivity, sample bias, response rate, response bias, knowledge of the non-responders and so on” Gorard, S. (2003).
SAMPLE
“One of the most important steps in the research process is the selection of the sample of individuals who will participate (be observed or questioned). Sampling refers to the process of selecting these individuals.” Fraenkel and Wallen (2003). For our study facilitator of course chose population (Schools) each one from public and private, and Samples (7th Class Students), however I and my study partner administrated our tool (questionnaire) in those selected schools. Number of participants from public school was 32 female students of higher secondary girl’s school out of total 59.
The selection of sample comes under purposive sampling method in which “researcher assume they can use their knowledge of the population to judge whether or not a particular sample will be representative.” Fraenkel and Wallen (2003).

MEASUREMENT TOOLS
For data collection facilitator provided me one demographic paper under title “Information About You” which was developed to seek basic required information of sample, and other was the survey questionnaire In demographic paper name of sample, grade, name of school, school shift, age, gender, residential area, father’s and mother’s occupation, mother tongue and other tongue columns were included. Demographical information provides us samples average age, language they use in school and at home, their parents occupation. From study of demographic data, we can infer sample’s socio economical conditions. Most of participant’s male parents engaged in average business and lower jobs in public and private sector, which unfolding that most of students belonged lower middle class, where ever majority of their mothers were house wives, which was revealing the psyche of lower middle class about working women issue. Provided Second form was questionnaire/survey tool for collection of data. The title of questionnaire was “how much sensitive is your school on student’s rights?” Questionnaire employed a 4-point Likert scale 1stands for Never, 2 stands for rarely, 3 stands for often, and 4 stands for always. The tool composed in Urdu. The questionnaire consists of thirteen questions regarding child right friendly environment in school. “A survey is the system for collecting information to describe, compare, or explain knowledge, attitudes, and practices or behavior” Fink A, (1995). In fact success of field study depends upon the successful administration of survey tools. More the questions be simple, readable, understandable, more reliable data would be collected.
Kolmogorov-Smirnov (K-S) test is applied for confirmation of normality is used for K-S test. The table 1 shows that frequency on SPSS for private school, D (69) = .086, p >.05. It means distribution is not normal. On the contrary, frequency on SPSS for public school is D (69) = .184, p < .o5 (p = .007). It means distribution for public school is normal.

Table 1
School Kolmogorov- Smirnov
Total-mean
Private School
Public School Statistics df. Sig.
.086 27 .200
.184 32 .007


PROCEDURE FOR COLLECTING DATA FROM FIELD
Before school visits for administration of research tool for collecting data, facilitator send written application to the concerned principles for formal permission for field study. On the fixed time and date our team reached at school, as it was girls higher secondary school and researchers team was comprising majority of males, to avoid from any misunderstanding facilitator along with one female researcher went to principal office to inform her for arrival of our team. At the gate of principal’s office facilitator was stopped by principal as she was busy in telephonic conversation. After completion of her talk facilitator told her about our team, and she allowed us to visit different classes. This is very important for researchers to respect the values of the institutions, because those are allowing us for our own study. Some times it would be hard to control ourselves for rude behavior school authorities but we must keep complete control ourselves. In our case, as principal asked our facilitator to wait at gate until she finishes her telephonic conversation was seemingly not fair treatment. However our facilitator nodded her head and said ok, no problem, and she waited unto end of conversation. After formal permission I approached seventh class which was already allocated me to collect the data. At moment class was free and no teacher was in room. As I entered in class, all students glaze towards me with wonder. For creation of friendly environment I spoke some humors words. When I realized that they accepted me, I introduce myself and got there introduction. After that I told them my aim of visit. First I distributed the demographic paper. Demographic paper was composed in English; hence school was Urdu medium, so students faced difficulty to under stand the meaning of some words and sentences. To overcome the difficulty I read each question and narrate meaning in Urdu and make sure that, they all understood clearly. After satisfaction about their understanding, I requested them to fill the columns. Then I administrated the survey questionnaire. First I explain the rating scale and then demonstrated on black board how to tick the right response. Survey questionnaire was composed in Urdu. However, It was seems to be translated from English. When first I read the questionnaire for my understanding, I feel like I am reading English in form of Urdu. Translation was not standardized. It was translated direct word by word, which made difficulties to understand the real and actual meaning. Learning lessons from previous demographic questionnaire now I slightly changed my strategy. Now one by one I read the every question and after necessary explanation, asked students to tick on the right options from 1 to 4. After collecting the data we went office of principal and appreciated her for allowing us for study.

LIMITATIONS OF STUDY
The study was carried out in single attempt, from seventh class students. Number of sample was 32+27=59 by public and private school respectively. So due to limited time and low size of sample which taken from only 2 different schools, it can not be generalize able in other contexts.

DATA ANALYSIS
Data collected from field was entered into SPSS 16 (statistical package for social sciences) for further statistical analysis. After uploading the data provided the necessary codes, labels, and values and scales every variable in data view and variable view. Once the data is entered, it is much necessary to clean the data to proof-read text for errors (Robson, 2002). In data cleanup process missing data coded 99. Through Cronbach’s Alpha test reliability of data was checked. For checking the normality of data Kolmogorov- Smirnov test utilized to know the normality at looking to Mean (M), Number of participants (N) and Standard Deviation (SD) in the tables. In this process I converted data into tables and histogram formats. This process helped me to understand differences in maintaining child rights friendly environment between public and private sector schools. For correlation of age and students understanding on issue applied Pearson Correlation test. Through process differences among public and private sector on CRFS and correlation of age and understanding of students checked that those were significant or not. Then save important data on MS Word format for further analysis of results.

RESULTS
Table 2 shows that data of public school is distributed in the form of bell-shaped curve. That means data is normal.
Table 2





Similarly, Table 3 shows that data of private school is distributed in the form of bell-shaped curve. That means data of private school is also normal.
Table 3



Kolmogorov-Smirnov (K-S) test is applied for confirmation of normality is used for K-S test. The table 4 shows that frequency on SPSS for private school, D (69) = .086, p >.05. It means distribution is not normal. On the contrary, frequency on SPSS for public school is D (69) = .184, p < .o5 (p = .007). It means distribution for public school is normal.


Table 4
School Kolmogorov- Smirnov
Total-mean
Private School
Public School Statistics df. Sig.
.086 27 .200
.184 32 .007


The table 5 shows that child rights friendly environment in private school is slightly high (M =2.79) than public school (M = 2.73), and dispersion of public school is also slightly high (SD =.399) than private school (SD = .332). It means dispersion of public school is more as compared to private school from the mean. However, the difference is not significant, [t (57) = .623, p > .05].

Table 5
Group Statistics
School N Mean Std. Deviation
Total_mean Private School
Public School 27
32 2.7949
2.7346 .33257
.39979


Independent Samples Test
Levene’s Test for Equality of Variance t-test for Equality of Means
Total_mean






F Sig. t df. Sig. (two-
tailed
Equal Variance Assumed
.24
.878 .623
57
.536




Equal Variance not
Assumed .632 56.993 530


Moreover, due to interval scale of data, Pearson correlation test was applied for association between age of students of private and public school and their understanding about child rights environment variables. The table 6 shows that student’s age and their perception of child rights have positive relationship (r =.060).It means those students who have high age they have also more knowledge about child rights environment. However, the association is not significant (p =.650)











Table 6: Relationship between age and the perception of child rights-friendly School


Conclusion
The results show that there is no significant difference between private and public school in maintaining child right-friendly environment however private schools is a bit more child rights-friendly than the public schools. It means the students of the private schools have more rights than the students of public schools. This may be due to the instructional and parental care for their children’s education. As our demographic results revealed that parents of public school are from lower middle class and middle class parents prefer to put their children in private schools. Due to certain reasons parents whom children enrolled in public schools are caring less than the parents of students admitted in private schools. Due to understanding the sensitivity of quality of education the middle class parents whom children are getting education in private schools showing significant concerned for the rights of their children. They always try to remain in close association with the school regarding the implementation of child rights. Maintaining child rights friendly environment in school is very essential for holistic growth of children. Children can not develop mentally and physically until they are provided those rights. As it is very clear from the previous research that the children in private schools perform better academically than the children in the public schools, because private schools are more child rights friendly than the public schools.
So far as the results for the association of age and the perceptions of the students about child rights friendly school concerned, they are not satisfactory. The results reveal that there is no association between the age and the perception of child rights friendly school. It means with the increasing age, the understandings of the students regarding child rights friendly school will remain the same. This is not favorable, because it manifests the lack of negligence from the private and the public school in creating awareness among the children about child rights.
To sum up, the government should take some strict measure in order to help the schools to become more child rights friendly. The private and the public schools should work shoulder to shoulder for the promotion of children rights in their school so that the children have more and more rights.





REFERENCES

2004, October 8). Basic education and gender equality, Child-friendly schools Message posted to http://www.unicef.org/girlseducation/index_focus_schoo...
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Fraenkel and Wallen (2003). How to design and evaluate research in education (6th ed.). New York:McGraw Hill. (Chapter 6).


Fink, A. (1995). How to Ask Survey Questions. Thousand Oaks, L: SAGE Publications

Gorard, S. (2003). Quantitative methods in educational research: the role of numbers made easy. London continuum (chapter 5).


Robson, C. (2002). Real World Reasearch. A Resource for Social Scientists and Practitioner- Researchers. Malden: Blackwell publishers.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

INTERNAL AND EXTERNAL EVALUATION

According to Jan R., Hilary S., (2002), there are four main phases for school evaluation identified from the literature;
● Evaluation for curriculum and professional development
● Evaluation for school development and improvement
● Evaluation for public accountability
● Evaluation for individual and organizational learning
For process of evaluation either institution takes responsibility on her shoulders and commences the internal evaluation or hire independent consultants for external evaluation. The evaluation categorized in formative and summative. Nevo, D., (2001) termed formative evaluation activities are conventionally believed to be more appropriate for the internal evaluation and summative and outcomes activities for the external evaluation, as per his understanding internal evaluator is more familiar with the program and organizational culture, on the other hand the external evaluator is independent of the organization and this is less likely to fall victim to organizational politics. Internal evaluation is focused on development aspects and external evaluation deals in accountability perspective. We have one more term in this regard that is Self Evaluation, we do not need to confuse over the term, as in literature different researchers used self evaluation as alternate to internal evaluation. School self-evaluation (SSE) a procedure involving systematic information gathering initiated by the school with the intention to assess the functioning of the school for supporting decision-making, organizational learning and for fostering school improvement (Schildkamp& Vi sscher, 2010).
Internal evaluation “… argues that the concept of learning organization can be used to integrate the different processes involved in these at times conflicting activities” (David P, 2007, p.373). Internal/self evaluation is responsibility of internal management staff members as head teachers, teachers, school coordinators and managers. Internal evaluation often designed as per needs of external evaluation. Main features of internal evaluation are that it is less regulated than external evaluation, internal evaluation coordinated mainly by the management or an evaluation committee, academic staff with student’s participation. It is on going process and mostly termed as formative assessment for development. It should demonstrate commitment to continuous improvement of processes and involving as much of the staff as possible with mutual trust among team members so that conflicts and differences of opinion can be resolved in the best interest of the institution and stake holders. The process must identify common strengths and weaknesses and develop a meaningful plan for improvement that can be communicated effectively to all concern circles. Internal evaluation provides relevant information for decision-making at local level and beyond, including the participating foundations. Through process we can identify the organizations current position that which areas are functioning accordingly and where are the gaps and pauses which declined entire processes. Internal evaluation providing support the learning processes for pupils, teachers, staff and institutions involved. Documentation of findings provides evidences to policy makers.
Contrary External evaluation is undertaken by independent evaluators and seen in perspective of accountability of schools and teachers. External evaluation is a generic term for the quality or standard review usually performed by a team of external experts. External evaluation deals in quality monitoring, audit, assessment and accreditation. (e.g. OFSTED inspection, JCIA) (Vlasceanu, Grunberg & Parlea, 2004). External evaluation mostly brought by summative mode at the end of academic year. The evaluators work with freedom as they are not associated with organization. However, external evaluation claims more cost than internal evaluation. A well-planned and documented external review process adds significant credibility, accountability, and quality assurance for the internal review activities. The diverse perspectives of external practitioners can be very helpful in validating findings and recommendations and offering new insights on the best direction for ongoing program improvement and the related documentation requirements.
In both there are some issues of cost, flexibility, objectivity, accountability, ethics and utilization of results. Both have some advantages and disadvantages. The debate over methodology of evaluation is less important. According to Guskey, 1998, 2002 the evaluation is systematic investigation of merit or worth, and he emphasis that good evaluations does not need to be complex; what is necessary is good planning and paying attention to evaluation at the outset of the professional development program, not at the end. However, “...there is an inherent tension built into the inspection process, since it aimed of assuring accountability rather than development.” (David P. 2007). Similar concerns stated by Meuret and Morlaix (2003), they define school self-evaluation as a process which is performed by at least part of the schools stakeholders- management, staff, pupils and parents as opposed to external evaluation where the judgment on the school is delivered by external agents. “Everybody seems to hate External Evaluation while nobody trusts in Internal Evaluation” (Nevo, 2001). To overcome the dilemma and tensions between accountability and development perspectives virtually internal/self evaluation and external evaluation approaches the mixed methods in other words combination of both approaches introduced in many countries. According to combined approach an organization can utilize Internal Evaluators to collect data and External Evaluators to analyze data, or Internal Evaluator conduct full evaluation and External Evaluator directs a Meta –evaluation, Both Internal Evaluation and External Evaluation can conduct independent evaluations and then integrate or compare the results or an organization can hire an Internal Evaluator to collect data and analyze data and External Evaluator to monitor the evaluation process. (Christie, Moss, & Klein, 2004). In those cases researchers integrated and utilized both approaches at same time. Educators generally agree on the importance of assessing the quality of the services they provide their students and communities. Evaluation, the process of determining quality of schools and how to improve it, should be an integral part of all school.

WHAT IS HAPPENING IN MY CONTEXT?
Reading literature about monitoring and evaluation, scholarly discussions, in-depth qualitative and exploratory quantitative researches, effects on process, product and overall results, in term of excellent outcome at part of students learning, excited me, and make me realized the importance of process. However, when I see my own context, with same lenses, I find less encouraging things, the realities, running practices and attitudes towards the development, accountability and improvement, desperate me enough. I am from Public sector, engaged in teaching for 20 years at higher level of education at different contexts in province Sindh. I worked two years as Master Trainer for head teacher and teachers of primary and secondary level also. My work experiences provided me an opportunity to observe system explicitly at all three levels of education. At all levels we have some monitoring systems. School Inspections, school/college visits by higher authorities are few examples. In which senior teachers, officers of higher level scheduled to visit schools for observation. Supervisors, Sub divisional district educational officers visits schools and monitor the ongoing learning activities in their jurisdictions. However political interference in terms of appointment and postings ruined and paralyzed the system. Corruption successfully deepened it roots from lower level to top most authorities. Merit hanged publicly and all the efficient administrators illogically made powerless. “The existence of ghost schools siphoning off millions in salaries to employees on paper and the ever present “missing facilities” in government schools points to the rampant corruption in a department where role models for selfless service should have existed” Riaz I., (2010). “Pakistan’s education crisis must be addressed by a drastic reform to renovate the system”. Xhaferri R., Iqbal K. (2010). They further elaborate that “To ensure progressive revisions in education, a constant supervision of changes as well as a vast array of information must be made available to stakeholders and policymakers. However big question for us is how can we introduce the concepts of evaluation in our context. The realizing the prevailing political and bureaucratic hierarchy, my honest comment is that the single teacher or head teacher or small groups of people are not able to change the status co. however nothing is impossible. One candle can lit thousand others, with lit of every candle darkness of corruption, negligence minimized. What ever system legally exists, we try to implement it and spread legal and constitutional awareness among all stake holders regarding policies. My suggestion for introducing frame work is that we may introduce Thomas Guskey's 5 levels of professional development evaluation frame work in our institutions for evaluation, improvement and development. Which have 5 levels, i.e. 1; Participant Reaction, 2; Participant Learning, 3; Organizational Support, 4; Participant Use of New Knowledge and Skills, and 5; Student Learning Outcomes. Beauty of Guskey’s model is that success at an early level may be necessary for positive results at the next higher one. Further more Guskey’s model covering both formative and summative approaches. First two steps are formative and four and five steps are summative. In this regard I suggest the connections among student, teachers, and communities, and with institutions of regional, national and global level. These steps must be according to Guskey’s Model, first step will lead towards second and so on. It is very feasible, manageable and not violating any legal regulations. Latest information technology provided us enormous opportunities to be connected, (www) for what ever, when ever and where ever. This can be started at single institution with two to three skilled teachers in information technology with single computer with internet connection. Achieving one step will lead towards higher level of other one. Success encourages expanding the network. As level of understanding increases the chances of higher achievements gradually increase accordingly. Further evaluation of same program can open many dimensions and might be source of inspiration for many others. Guskey’s model can be used in evaluating the teacher performance by assessing results of students. Unfortunately we are not evaluating the results and assessment process in our context. In public sector very reliable data in terms of results at university and boards are available. We can utilize that available data. Through SPSS software correlating and comparing certain data we will be able to elaborate lot of hidden aspects of our system. The second step will be to give some meaning of that data, and then we will give institutional support and apply new knowledge there, and in next results comparing with previous ones we will be able to understand the volume of change and it will be cyclic process.

REFERENCES

Jane, R. & Hilary, S. (Eds.). (2002). School Self Evaluation: A process to support pupil and teacher learning. London: The National School Improvement Network.

Nevo, D. (2001). School Evaluation: External or Internal? Studies in educational evaluation.

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Friday, July 2, 2010

EVALUATION OF PROFESSIONAL DEVELOPMENT TRAINING

This paper aims at evaluating workshop of School Head Teachers Association for Development of Education (SHADE) conducted on May 29, 2010, under the title “History and Historical Thinking in School Curriculum”. Professional Teacher Associations Network (PTAN) comprises nine teachers and Head Teachers organization that manages workshops for promoting sustainable, environment for professional growth and development of the overall education in Pakistan. SHADE is a member association among eight others. SHADE has mainly focused on the continuous professional development of the head teachers. through workshops and discussions to develop human and other resources required for the promotion of school management as an area of study and design practices that can contribute towards the development of education in the country. Workshop was conducted by two professors one from AKU-IED and other from University of Karachi. Approximately 51 head teachers from different primary and secondary level institutions attended the workshop.
Facilitators brainstormed on the topic” how we judge the reliability and validity of facts and figures written in the books of history” and lead open discussion about it. Controversy over validity and reliability in historical facts and figures are natural. Teachers can validities the facts providing evidences from Artifacts, (art work, archeological findings, cave paintings), Oral History (stories, songs, genealogies) and written history (letters, books, news papers, official and personal records). Through discussions made consensus that the Educators are duty bound to be careful about fake facts and figures included in curriculum and text books by some biased resources. Facilitators termed teaching controversial history like “walking on sharp edge of sword”. They quoted Muslim History for the wars fought between Hazart Ali and Hazart Muawea causing the massacre of hundreds and thousands of Muslims from both sides. While teaching such type of topic should be intended to resolve a conflict between two contradictory or apparently contradictory ideas or parts logically, establishing truth on both sides rather than disproving one argument. In workshop facilitators show another realistic aspect of pedagogy that “teaching history and historical thinking as powerful tools to relate to the past, present and future, and interpret theme as dynamic processes. In fact study of history can be emotive and controversial which needs especial care and skills to teach. In fact Unemotional, realistic, and impartial careful studies of such historical incidents of Muslim history are expected to help Muslims settle their sectarian disputes now and put positive effects on Muslim community in future.
We have some more transformational powerful philosophies to consider. For example ‘theory of Marxism deals with the philosophy of two apparently opposed ideas the thesis and anti thesis became combined in a unified whole, the synthesis’. Centuries ago before birth of Marxism Sufism discussed same Dialectics in other way to emphasizing on NAFI and ISBAT and they believed that God consists in every object which exists in this world. So when someone hurting, beating and doing any thing wrong with any body virtually he is doing same with Almighty. Sufi’s believe in love, respect, trust and giving. This is a time for educators especially who are teaching history to conceptualize controversial issues from eye of those angles also.
When I was trying to link all proceedings of workshop with Teachers Learning class room discourse I recognize many related indicators, philosophies and theories. Workshop was designed for adult group of head teachers for their professional development. In approach of the ‘Andragogy (Adult Education) it is believed that learners bring a greater volume and quality of experiences; they are virtually rich resources for one and another, however readiness to learn is essential aspect to bring change’. Learners “…most adult educators want to be informed of new ideas and changes in the field that might have some bearing on practice” Sharan B. Merriam (1993, p.105).
I am evaluating workshop findings as per Guskey’s five-level model for evaluating professional development, which consists of Participants, reactions, Participants’ learning, Organization support and change, Participants’ use of new knowledge and Student learning outcomes. These levels can be used formatively and summative as well however, “Formatively, we need to find out at each level what's been done well and, if not done well, how it can be improved. Summatively, we need to know the effectiveness of elements at each level to judge the true value and worth of any professional development endeavor”. (Guskey 2006). Here I discuss only 1st and 2nd level as per relativity. Because I don’t went for post observation for same participants in their respective schools. In Guskeys model of evaluation level one participant’s reactions column “selected questions address” as per observation and through interviews I understand that most of them liked the teaching history with new approaches, they also learned the ambiguities and complexities in teaching of history especially controversial and sensitive issues. The learned to validities the facts figures and events of history. As it was overcrowded class and they were faced bit difficulties to move around the class, so I say their time partially well spent. The material in form of handouts and slides shared with them was very useful, the knowledge they got from workshop might be helpful if they introduce same in their educational institutions for their own self and teacher’s professional development and for better outcome of students. However, my response about their understanding regarding level 1 column two and participants learning column 1st and 2nd are not encouraging. It might be due to overcrowded class, made difficult for facilitators to provide feedback to everyone or allow all participants with some rigors discussions. Out of 51 participants only five to six out took part in classroom interactions. Facilitator when enquired about knowing Blooms Taxonomy only two participants raised their hands; it was clear indication about lower level of understanding on their part for very popular theories of education.
In course of Teaching Learning classroom practices Learning Organizations theory of Peter Senge also came under discussion. The theory starts from Team learning, Building shared vision, providing mental models, and Personal mastery and in last creating Systems thinking in organization. Workshops are source to enrich the understanding and knowledge regarding diverse topic(s) of mutual interest. It is rightly said that ‘workshops are investigation of truth through discussion or the art of investigating truth through discussion’. Successful organizations mostly use this tool to develop effective communication skills among all level of human work force to create a leadership culture in organization which is essential part of professional development toward journey to make institution one learning organization. Workshops are being designed to help participants stay motivated and updated in their respective fields. However workshops are micro component and those isolated events lonely would not make school as Learning Organization.
We as a group of six M.Ed students decide to observe the SHADE workshop as it was supposed to be very close to our specialization course. Before going to scheduled workshop we contacted the PTAN office for relevant information. Secretary apologized for non availability of such needed written material; however, she was cooperative enough to provide the broachers about both PTAN and SHADE. Reading the broachers we understood the aims, objectives, mission and vision of PTAN and SHADE.
Thus we as a group discussed the strategies to collect data. We had consensus to utilize non structured informal interviews from participants and from facilitators and take on- spot observational notes during ongoing proceedings. I took notes and managed to get interviews from two workshop participants during tea break and an interview from facilitator after end of the session. Soon after the workshop I hurried to preserve data thus collected. Since I have observed that we lose the important and minute details if we leave the data unrecorded immediately. Next day the group met to share respective findings of SHADE workshop. To me working collegiality with group is just a joint cluster of healthy minds at one place. Working with colleagues I have learnt the passion, patience, trust, respect, and willingness to help each other when required. Collaborative working is highly effective and highly recommended for professional growth.
































REFERENCES

Guskey, R. (2002, Mar.). Redesigning Professional Development [Msg Volume 59 Number 6].
Does It Make a Difference?Evaluating Professional Development Message posted to http://www.nsrfharmony.org/guskey.pdf

Kreider, H., & Bouffard, S. (2006). Questions and answers: A conversation with Thomas R. Guskey. The Evaluation Exchange, XI(4), Winter 2005/2006. Retrieved April 4, 2006 from the Harvard Family Research Project web site at http://www.gse.harvard.edu/hfrp/eval/issue32/qanda.htm


Sharan . B. Merriam (Ed.), an update on adult learning theory. (pp. 105-110).New Directions in Adult and Continuing Education, no. 57. San Francisco: Jossey-Bass Publishers.

Friday, May 21, 2010

I have a dream...I am narrating my life story as a teacher supported with methopers which I used in my collage.









I HAVE A DREAM

I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up... live out the true meaning of its creed. We hold these truths to be self-evident that all men are created equal.
Martin Luther King, Jr.'s (Aug. 28, 1963).


Dreams are born with human beings, humans die but dreams remain forever. I am narrating my dream story born with me at freezing season of winter January1959, in a Hut (Jhugi) made of mud and straws. After 6 years, my parents put me in a Primary Government School about 1.5 miles far from my home. There existed a little jungle between school and my home; often my dad escorted me up to the end of the jungle. My life story in pursuance of a dream started from that single room school, made by mud bricks, in front of a road and a canal to the left. My school building was devoid of boundary wall and any facility of toilet. After school I used to swim usually in canal with my school fellows especially in summer season, while at home I mostly used to work in the fields with my parents.



Dreams, only dreams in the dusk, Only the old remembered picturesOf lost days when the day's loss, Wrote in tears the heart's loss.
‘ Carl Sandburg’






As I grew, words, sights and sounds made meaning for me; I started feeling the impact of respect and love, from community and from my school teachers. To them, I was some very special child. Their kind treatment gave me much confidence, pride, encouragement and inspiration for life and people. The encouraging behavior I received from them was mostly because my uncle, who was a school teacher, and he was teacher of majority of my teachers in the school. My great uncle passed away in early fifties amid his career and I was born a few years back. My parents gave me my teacher uncle’s name, and because of that name every body showed me love and respect. Since that time it became a dream for me to become teacher, like my great uncle.



I dream of any things that one day I'll know, I dream of the freedom: a dream I won't let go, I dream of my future and marvel at my pride As my heart is flying and singing inside.
‘Twilight Whispers’

Thus in this journey of life, my dream of becoming a teacher ultimately materialized in 1990, when I joined a Government college in Karachi as lecturer. I was more than happy to achieve that milestone. This achievement proved a profound source of joy for me; I felt as if I kissed the Peak of Himalaya Mountain.





Once in the dream of a night I stoodLone in the light of a magical wood, Soul-deep in visions that poppy-like sprang; And spirits of Truth were the birds that sang, And spirits of Love were the stars that glowed, And spirits of Peace were the streams that flowed In that magical wood in the land of sleep.
‘Sarojini Naidu’





In fact that was my fantasy, the reality was quite contrary. That time Karachi was victim of severe lingual riots. Almost Every part of the city was disturbed. Innocent citizens were targeted, tortured and brutally killed without any reason. Terrorism ruled the time. I guessed educational institutions might be spared and teachers might be treated as teachers, but I was wrong. In my college a dominant student political group, backed by a local powerful political party, threatened those of us who did not belong to their ethnicity. The situation made me sick and I felt my life on stake. At night I used to experience the nightmares. I dreamt as if wolves were chasing me to grab and tear into pieces.

I dream of rainbows, Bright in the sky, I dream of lightning, together we cry,
I dream of flowers, I feel such delight, I dream of spiders, and I scream with fright, I dream of fish, swimming in the sea, I dream of sharks, coming after me, I dream of lambs, frolicking around, I dream of wolves, Hunting, no sound, ...
‘Cathryn Martin’




I was in a fix. I faced two difficulties simultaneously. On one hand as a novice teacher, unexposed to the pedagogical skills while on other side I felt continuously terrified. These beginning days of my career were dull, isolated and lonely. I regretted, “O my God! This is the Teaching profession I had been dreaming of since my childhood”. All good images associated with this profession were almost cracked. In the prevailing circumstances I could only visualize the blurred future and the deep dark ways ahead. Just After a few days of the beginning of my teaching career I had almost decided to quit my teaching profession. It is rightly held, In fact, nearly half of all new teachers leave teaching within the first five years (Boles & Troen, 2002). Another reality regarding novice teacher’s choice either to stay or leave is directly linked with principal’s relations with them. According to Mauer and Zimmerman (2000), novice teachers’ progress through an array of emotions, beginning with anticipation and moving through four phases known as survival, disillusionment, rejuvenation, and reflection. By modeling advocacy and empathy, principals assist teachers in navigating this process.



Fortunately I got support from my principal and senior teachers who guided and mentored me. A Professor of English literature and my friend gave me great psychological support; senior professor of commerce helped me in the field of pedagogy, and the in charge principal provided me security as much as he could. Their support made me confident; it made me start working normally.





Stay with me forever and together we’ll cope, Because when I dream of you, I dream of hope, Dream awhile with me and together we’ll see, Not all dreams are bad, so dream along with me.
‘Cathryn Martin’




As per guidance of senior colleagues, I teach my students without any bias. I practiced teaching to learn more than teaching. I started observing student behavior towards their study and other related aspects of social life. My friendly behavior and attitude of tolerance with my students paved for me way to search out the solutions and remedies of many an alarming question. Thus the students who threatened me confided into me like my friends. They respected me from very core of their heart. Moreover same students who threatened me apologized for their past behavior. That was an amazing experience for me through which I realized the power of teaching. I believe my emotional, social, and intellectual growth, during the three beginning years of my career as lecturer. This was time of hope and despair, I confronted risks, learned to survive to dominate and teach even in a highly stressful scenario. Here I found my new set of teaching family; they taught me how to laugh out the fear, to overcome the stress. Here I knew that our informal discussions are as important as our reading. The Colleagues’ guidance in the pedagogical areas, their moral support, provision of security, their valuing me as a family member influenced me to the extent to change my life style and thinking.



Thus, I resuscitate to start loving my profession. Now I have started understanding why people loved my uncle teacher and me his name sake. I have never thought of changing my profession, I have a renewed outlook and multiplied awe towards this sacred profession. My love for teaching and learning inspired me to team up with ESRA as a master trainer for head teachers and administrators. Thus the admission in my M.Ed. Programme here in AKU IED is the continuity of that dream, the dream to be a teacher.

Conclusion
To day when I peep back in my past life and consider the significant events occurred in my personal and professional life, I value my dreams and commitment, restless struggle, and my thirst for learning which paved the way towards my present status. Evaluating my past life connecting with present practices when I look towards future, I am visualizing all rainbow colors shining in my coming life.
















REFERENCE

Boles, K.C. & Troen, V. (2002). Who’s Teaching Your Children: Why the Teaching Crisis is Worse Than You Think and What Can Be Done About It. New Haven: Yale University Press.

Boms, D. (2010, January 16). RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN THE PRINCIPAL AND A NOVICE TEACHER. Retrieved from the Connexions Web site: http://cnx.org/content/m33450/1.1/

King, M. (1963, Aug. 28). The I Have a Dream Speech Message posted to http://www.usconstitution.net/dream.html

Martin, C. (1991, Feb. 24). Dream A While with Me Message posted to http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/dream-a-while-with-me/

Mauer, E., & Zimmerman, E. (2000). Mentoring new teachers. Principal.

Naidu, S. (2006, Jan.). Dream Poem Message posted to http://www.poetseers.org/themes/poems_about_dreams/

Sandburg, C. (n.d.). Dreams in the dusk Message posted to http://www.famouspoetsandpoems.com/poets/carl_sandb...

Whispers, T. (1991, Nov. 30). Everybody dreams Message posted to www.poemhunter.com/poem/everybody-dreams/



















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